A blog to chronicle my Peace Corps experience and keep in touch with family and friends. The opinions expressed are my own and do not reflect those of the Peace Corps or the U.S. Government.
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Officially a Peace Corps Volunteer!!!!!
I am very excited and ready to face what is coming for me. I want to say an enormous thank you to my family and friends who helped and supported me from the application process until after training and now. I will try my best to post as much posts as I can.
Thank you!!!
Friday, August 10, 2012
Last week of training
Here I am completing
my last week of training. I cannot believe 10 weeks has gone by. Next week I
will be heading back to Maputo for our swear-in ceremony and I will officially become
Peace Corps Volunteer. And the 2 years countdown will start on this day. I am
extremely excited to finish training and finally get to my site.
This training was
intense challenging, long very helpful, confusing. It was a very structured and
dense schedule that I had very little time for myself. The huge benefits tha I received
is to be able to communicate in Portuguese. As of now I am able to have a basic
conversation and yet talk about more complicated topics. I also learned a lot
about health and nutrition. I have been well treated by my host family and
learned local cuisines. After that, I am finally ready to step in. Next week I
will move to Chokwe, move into my house and I’ll have to buy all the appliances
since I am opening the site. I am looking forward for this opportunity that is
coming up for me and I am staying positive all the way. J
Amazing day to hopeless day
Part of the training
is to work with an organization based in Namaacha. I was assigned to this organization
called Associacao Tiane. We work with them to understand how an organization
works and to give us a preview on what we will encounter in our site.
Asociacao Tiane is an
organization that supports people living with HIV/AIDS. Although the medication
(TARV) that treats patient with HIV/AIDS is free, people stop taking this
treatment after a month.
The hospital provides to
the patient with medicine worth of 30 days and they have to come back to get
more medicine. Unfortunately, patient don’t come back to get their medicine and
stop the treatment. This is when Associacao Tiane comes in and reaches out to
the community doing home visits in person and looking for the patients directly
to their house to find out why they stopped the treatment and ask them to go
back and get treated.
I had the chance to
participate in a home visit with an activista. We had to look for patient A in
the Barrio Z of Namaacha. This barrio is very much different from where I live.
It is very poor and the house lives next to each other and they are in bad
conditions. There is no system of numbers for each house and they are no street
names as well….it is like a very tiny village where people know where people
lives by names. So we went asking to neighborhoods and kids where Patient A
lives. When we finally found the house, we passed as we were patient A’s friends
paying him a visit to say hello.
It is important that
neighbors and family don’t know about the real reason why we come in person for
confidentiality. Unfortunedlty patient A was not at his home.
Associaciao Tiane pays
a visit 3 times. After 3 unsuccessful visits, the patient is classified as ‘abandon’.
And they won’t follow up on the patient because that person was not reachable,
or did not want to be reached or simply decided to stop taking the medicine.
The activista took me
around the Barrio and we talked to the neighbors. On that day I had my second
lesson of Changana, the local language in Namaacha, so I was able to practice
my language with them and talk to the community. It was amazing. People were so
welcoming and were so happy I was talking to them in their own local language.
It was truly a great experience to be in community. On my way going back home,
I had this long conversation with the activista who is actually living with
HIV/AIDS as well. Being a foreigner and not speaking Portuguese totally
fluently has its advantage and I took the opportunity to ask personal questions.
Questions I think I would never ask to someone with the same situation and who
would speak English. After our long conversation, what I can vividly remember
is the activista saying….all you have to do is forgive and move forward. At
this point I was inspired and amazed by her persona t the point that I teared…
It is truly amazing to
see people like this activista fully grasping the beauty of life despite living
with the disease. I admire her way of thinking and her input in working for Asociacao
Tiane in helping the community. She has the will to give back to the community
and she wants to encourage people who have the same disease as her to continue
living their life fully and inspire them that….simply….life is not finished.
Also, tell others that by taking the medication people can live a normal,
healthy, happy life.
We parted and I walked
home tearing….I was probably a bit too much emotional on that day but I was
amazed by her sense of determination that she had left me inspired and moved….
All these tearing
completely stop as soon as I saw an older woman, albino, beating up this little
girl like no shame. I was standing there….powerless…what should I do?
Intervene? Scream to stop the beatings? Or walk away?
I was shocked….I
walked slowly and then stopped as I was standing in between this woman the
child who had ran passed me and stood behind me. The woman stopped, grabbed her
children walked away…and I continue to walk my way home. I kept thinking…I can’t
believe this woman would dare putting her hand on this child but also I felt so
powerless in this moment. In the states,
people in the street would intervene right away. Although, I have to always
remind myself that I am not home. That I cannot completely act the way I would
do back home and that I have to be careful and discreet in the things I do. I
was by myself surrounded by little kids and this woman…there was no
police….there was absolutely nothing at all around me. This is just sad….to feel
powerful in this situation. That was one crazy first experience of violence
that I have experience and really pray it will be the last one.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
AND THE SITE IS...............
We had our site announcements last Thursday and I will be living in Chokwe in the province of Gaza for the next two years of my life. I will be working for John Hopkins University Communication Program (PACTO). I am so excited!!! In two weeks I finish training and I will officially be a Peace Corps Volunteer. YAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Visit to the Curandeiro
I visited a curandeiro (a healer
who practice traditional medicine) generally; people would reach out to a
curandeiro to get treated. The curandeiro can (supposedly) cure people with
plants but also can see the future.
See, this is how it works. The
curandeiro has a bag filled with shells and coins, he spits in the bag, the
‘patient’ needs to blow on it and the container of the bag is thrown on the
floor. This is how the curandeiro can see what kind of ‘disease’ the patient
has. And offer to get rid of the disease through various practices such as
combining natural plants but it can go to using scalpels and then I don’t know
how it goes. So at the end, how to do in the case of a person who is HIV
positive? How can a curandeiro see if the patient is HIV positive?
How can he/she help cure the
patient with plants if he contracted HIV?
I realize how complicated
cultures/tradition interferes with modern medicine…
Usually, there is a curandeiro in
each town, and as a health volunteer, how can I manage working with a
curandeiro to incite people to go straight to the hospital, get tested and get
medicine. Curandeiros can transmit HIV with their practices in which they use
scalpels and where rituals are asked to pass the blood from one to another as a
ritual path. After several training on traditional medicines and talk. I do
believe that it is important to educate curandeiros first since there are the
first demanded by the community and educate them to practice safe manners when
curing patients and incite patient to see a doctor if the patient does not feel
or look well after being treated with traditional medicine.
Short visit to Mocuba, Zambezia
4 volunteers and I flew to the
province of Zambezia to visit a current volunteer. This visit is called Shadow
Visit. It is way for trainees to see what life like for real! Redeena and I
were sent to visit Tanya Riddle in Mocuba. From Maputo we landed to Quelimane.
We had to stay one night over to another volunteer since it was late at night.
Then early the next day, we hopped in a chapa to Mocuba.
I posted a photo of myself in a
chapa and I did not explain it is. It is a way of transportation here in
Mozambique. It is a minivan. A chapa won’t move anywhere until it is completely
full. So sometimes you get to wait at the chapa station for 2 hours until it’s
full and you go. It is totally uncomfortable, dangerous and long. It’s perfect
for short people but people like me with long legs it is uncomfortable. Also I
would say that you need to have good knees and be flexible. It can be very
frustrating because the conductor would blast his songs, you might sit by the
speaker throughout the whole journey (which can take up hours depending on
where you are), it’s incredibly hot, so of course you will encounter people
with severe BO and you have your bag in your lap. It is a great way to travel
cheap in Mozambique. You can catch them anywhere in the street. There is no bus
station. You just hop in and hop off but you definitely need to be open minded
and ready to go to experience a chapa.
So back my short visit, after two
hours, we arrived in Mocuba. Tanya
leaves in this nice compound with her organization. It is a faith-based organization. Tanya
educates orphans; she runs a theater group that does skits about HIV AIDS and
malaria. We assisted a meeting where professors were recapulating what they
learned about Malaria and how can they reach to the community door to door and
incite people how to put mosquito nets and its importance and the different
practices to avoid getting malaria and so on. It was interesting. Tanya also
showed us her wells projects in which she was able to get funding. So in the
next couple weeks, the community will be able to access water in their
community and not go to further public wells in which generally the water is
dirty and contaminated. I think it was such a great project to see. Two
volunteers are supposed to go to Mocuba because Tanya is finishing her service
in a couple of months. I think that this place is very secure. It is a compound
watched by two guards and there are more than 10 dogs there. (Side note:
Mozambicans are terrified of dogs) I felt very secure there although a part of
me would rather be living within the community and not in a compound close off.
But I enjoyed my visit. I thought Tanya is doing a wonderful work with the
kids. I was very admirative and inspired. So I come back full of excitement
because soon I will be living it somewhere and do my workshops on HIV/AIDS.
From Mocuba, Redeena and I took a
chapa back to Quelimane and the flew to Maputo and stayed there overnight. I
spent a nice full day in Maputo with Lisa. We walked around the city, shopped
then met up with other volunteers to go to the Chinese store. I love my Chinese
people! The only places that look like a wall mart are owned by Chinese people
and you can find ANYTHING you want! It
is heaven there! The funny thing is that literally everything is imported from
China. I know that because I was able to find the exact same shower gel I used
when I was in Xiamen for a month. It was nice little day of shopping and seeing
the capital and the same day came back to Namaacha with 5 kinds of cheese that
I brought in Maputo. I was in Heaven. J
My permagarden
I decided to do a permagarden at
my host family house. I asked permission to my host family to use some space in
her garden and she was glad to let me do it. Sabrian,Colin and Lis helped me to
do it along with the training facilitator Paula and Lucio. In two hours or so,
we made this great machamba and planted tomatoes, onions, sweet potatoes,
pineapples trees, a lychee tree and some
peanuts as well.
I initiated this project because
I want to gain more experience on permagarden because I intend to do my own at
my site. I thought it would be a good idea to re do one while I am in training
and have the facilitator around if I have any questions. So yes! It was a
success. I also taught my host family what was the system of permagardening. Unfortunately
I would be present to see the results of my garden but at least I was able to
practice how to do it again. I think it is so funny that I am doing a
permagarden. I would have never thought I would get interested in gardening to
be honest. Oh well there is a first time for everything J
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Photos in Namaacha
Cooking with my classmates
Baking um bolo (a cake) :)
Laundry time
Rehearsing our dance for Ngoma time
My living room
Ngoma time...me dancing in a capulana
My bed and my mosquito net
First time meeting my host mother Angelina
Signature pose in Namaacha :-)
At the waterfalls (Cascatas)
Permagardening
Minha casa!
View from my house at sunset and my host baby brother, Walmer. These mountains behind are in Swaziland :)
Baking um bolo (a cake) :)
Laundry time
Rehearsing our dance for Ngoma time
My living room
Ngoma time...me dancing in a capulana
My bed and my mosquito net
First time meeting my host mother Angelina
Signature pose in Namaacha :-)
At the waterfalls (Cascatas)
Permagardening
Minha casa!
View from my house at sunset and my host baby brother, Walmer. These mountains behind are in Swaziland :)
Friday, June 22, 2012
Permagarden
Today, we started our permagarden learning. One of the main
reason I am learning Permagarden is to incite people to use the same technique
to grow their vegetables. It also very encouraged for the HIV/AIDS population
to have a permagarden since medicinal plants and vegetables are accessible
right in their garden. Once they will see me making my own permagarden, they
might wonder what the hell I am doing but months later (if I am doing this
right) my garden will be more fructuous than anybody else. So this technique
should attract people to do the same thing and I will be able to show them how
to. So today, we learned how to make an effective compost pile. This compost
pile takes 3 months to decompose. Since we are not going to be there in 3
months, we learned another way to prepare the soil ready for planting.
The whole day we
digged and double digged on the soil. It felt great to be on my knees and work
on it!!! We also installed swales to
control the water in case of erosion and created berms (walls). After all that, we planted lemongrass, sweet
potatoes. On the side, I took home some aloe Vera root. I am going to water it every
day and plant it once I get to my site. I am going to create some great facial
masks with that ;)
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Sessions of the day 6/21/2012
Today, I had interesting sessions. We had a session on
gastro-intro diseases, so basically it translates to mainly Diarrhea. It is the
most common disease that PC volunteers throughout the world experience. I have
to admit to myself that it will happen to me.
Of course, I am totally not looking for it but to be honest I would
rather it happens when I am in training than at my site. The silly reason is
because, I am taking cared by my host family and at site I will by myself. But oh
well….it is what it is. The doctor who conducted the session handed us an
interesting chart called the ‘Bristol Stool Chart’. If I cannot upload it on
this blog, please Google it. If by misfortune, we end being sick, the first
contact with PC medical office is through the phone. So we basically have to be
very detailed on how we are feeling, and what ‘things’ looks like. This chart
breaks down the stools in different type from type 1 to 7….and trust me I do
not want to be in type 7. lol
After the medical session, Carl, our country director
conducted his session on the MBTI test that we took last week. So he came today
to give us the results. The MBTI test (Meyers-Briggs Type Indicator) is simply
a personality test. It is commonly used in busineses and organizations to see
what people’s personality are and how we can be a successful organization or
business or other with the different personalities. It has many other purpose
as well.
So here are my results, and people who knows me can tell if this personality is wrong. I do think that
the results match exactly who I am really in life.
The results are: ENFP
(Extroverted-iNtuition-Feeling-Perceiving): Warmly enthusiastic and imaginative. See life as full of possibilities.
Make connections between events and information very quickly, and confidently
proceed based on the patterns they see. Want a lot of affirmation from others,
and readily give appreciation and support. Spontaneous and flexible, often rely
on their ability to improvise and their verbal fluency. ENFP are people
oriented, creative, they seek harmony-Life of Party-More starts than finishes.
ENFP are the most optimistic.
So yes…I totally agree on everything. If anyone has comments
on that or want to add more on the personality test please comment and share J
Basically, this test gives a great idea of what kind of
person you are and how you can match with others who have the same kind of
personality AND those who are totally different from you. You can make your
work more effective by filling what’s lacking. So I am glad I took this test
even though I know who I am. I encourage people to take it.
Then later, today I was introduced to ‘Permagarden’, I have a
few broad information on it. It looks like I am going to produce my own crops.
PC is teaching us these skills, for us but also in the intention that Mozambicans
can adopt a healthy, economical way to produce and eat food.
So I am very exactly about this project. Tomorrow we will
learn how to do compost and all that good stuff. I will keep you all updated.
Boa Tarde :)
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Living it in Namaacha and Cooking with the Host Mothers
I cannot explain how amazing Namaacha is….it is so peaceful,
green everywhere, nice people. I mean where on earth did I ended up!!! Coming
from NYC, where people barely says hello to you in the streets or even give you
attitude. I ended up in a country where
people are constantly welcoming. It feels good to see the good human nature of
people….fully present for you. This is something that we are lacking in America
and even Europe: Being fully present for each other.
We are always preocuppied by many material things and work
that we cannot seem to find time to breath sometimes. Well I get to do that,
here and fully enjoy what life is.
Today, my language class and our host mothers reunited to
cook together and share our different gastronomy. So we made the famous mac and
cheese , chicken with sauteed green beans and a fresh salad. Our host mother had to buy the
ingredients prior today as we needed some cheese, milk and other. It is commun
for most families in Namaacha to cross the border in Swaziland and come back
with groceries. Apparently, Swazi is cheaper than Mozambique.
So anyways, our host mothers cooked a traditional mozambican
dish called MBOA. It is a spinach dish, coconut and peanut. It seems easy but
the process was definetly a long process. You have to scrape coconut, and grind
the peanut with a huge pilar. We had a great time. The host mother really
enjoyed learning how to make mac and cheese. They were asking us before….what
are you guys going to cook with cheese?!? Lol
It was a really fun experience! I am living it! J
Portuguese and Food
My portuguese is improving day by day…I am amazed how I can
simply have a basic conversation after learning this language litterally two
weeks ago. The fact that I studied Spanish in Junior high and high school is
definetly a plus. My french is definetly helping me and also my latin. I love
studying languages. I won’t make it as a career, just as a passion lets say. So
yes, portuguese is my 7th language so far. After French, Latin,
Spanish, English, German, Chinese….here I am learning Portuguese. Don’t be too
impressed I think I lost my German. LOL
What I have say regarding Portuguese is that its easy for me to understand although it is very hard to speak.
The fact of knowing Spanish has advantage and inconvenience. I can recognize and understand better although, everything I say in Portuguese is mixed up with Spanish. And these two languages are not that close as we may think....actually they are very different. But I am getting there. It is all about practice. I have class all day and after I continue speaking with my family at night. so its getting there. There is no better way to learn a language when we are completely immersed.
Here is my typical day schedule
Wake up at 5:30am
Bano a 6am sometimes 6:15
Pequeno almoco (Breakfast) at 7 am
7:30 Language class starts
5pm Language ends
Food
This whole theory of kids dying in Africa is totally nonsense….at
least in Mocambique. I have never ate so much in my entire life.
Here is the eating schedule in my host family
(Breakfast)
Lanche (Snack time)
Almoco (Lunch)
Lanche (Snack)
Dinner
The snacks are mostly a piece of bread and cheese with jam
and some fruits. It is a lot of food for one day. I am considering asking my
host family to switch my schedule around and have less ‘food’ time because I
won’t be able to fit in my pants if I continue this way. :/
Monday, June 18, 2012
First Week in Namaacha
Hello all, It has been now more than week that I have been
in Mozambique and WOW I have so much to say.
The first day we arrived to Namaacha, we (the other
volunteer and I) got out of our vans and were welcomed in joyful chants by the
host mothers. As soon as they finished each family pulled out tags with our
individual names on it. So here I am searching for my family with whom I will
be staying over for 3 months and there I found her…my mother. Her name is
Angelina. She welcomes me with a big smile and kisses and introduces me to all
the other host mother as if I was her own daughter. To be honest, I had no idea
what was going on. All the mothers kissed hugged me and then…reality
check….everyone was speaking in Portuguese. I had NO idea what my host mother
was telling me but she kept on laughing and I kept on laughing spitting some Spanish
and last minute Portuguese…. From that point all the volunteer separated each
other and there we were starting our training, living our new life.
I live in a very nice spacious brick house, and a beautiful
view of mountains. As a matter fact these mountains that I am looking every
morning at sunrise and sunset are in Swaziland. That’s right I am located right
on the border of Swaziland AND South Africa. It is just amazing to know that I
am staying so closeto these countries. PC does not allow us to leave the
country in the next 6 months….but trust me...the people who knows me, knows that
I am so tempted just to put my foot across the barbed wire and claim THERE I
WAS THERE!
Namaacha is a very nice little town, the people are
extremely nice. You say hi to every single people here. I have not passed
across one person not saying bom dia.
It is currently the
winter here. So the mornings and nights are extremely cold but the days are
very hot around 25 to 30C.
The training is very intense. I am completely immersed in
the language. I take Portuguese classes for 7 to 8 hours a day. We are all separated
into 4 people per class. Once or twice a week, all the volunteers meet at this
place called HUB and we attend training classes. So far we have had training
regarding health and transportation security. We also had detailed information
regarding the two volunteers who passes last December to show us what are they
do and dont's in circulating around Mozambique through public transportation.
So far I feel these classes tell us all the bad parts and dont’s about living
in Mozambique. Theses trainings are a bit scary but are meant to prepare us to
whats to come and to prevent ourselves from possible danger.
So far, I am doing and feeling well. I still cannot believe
I am in Africa. I am enjoying my time with my host family and I absolutely love
learning Portuguese. I get to speak with my family as well who always encourage
to speak. For the people who know me closely, I have big news; I am starting to
learn to cook lol.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
First Post in Mozambique
Hello there!!!!!!!!!!! This is my first post in Africa. On
Wednesday May, 29th, my fellow Peace Corps volunteer and I, left the United
States for Africa. It takes roughly 15 hours of flight from NYC and Johannesburg.
I slept throughout the whole ride. I have not been sleeping for the past 5
days. I was finishing packing, spending time with family and friends. Packing, that I ended up repacking at the
airport since I was exceeding the luggage weight limit. I realized I over
packed and brought way too much with me. But all is well and I know I will be
able to get what’s missing in Mozambique.
Right now, I feel exhausted and numb. I do not have a
particular feeling on anything. I am excited, yet nervous. Leaving my family
and friends and all the people I love was hard from me. I did not realize how
much I Iove New York City. I see now
that I am leaving behind amazing people and great memories. The goodbyes were
much harder this time than when I left Paris, left my family and friends to go
NYC. I was doing fine because I was leaving my family in France for my other
family in the USA. Now, this is different since I am leaving the US to meet
with a new family with new people and in a total different environment. I am
excited about finally being in the Peace Corps. I was waiting for 2 years. It
was a long but yet fast process. When people ask me how do I feel about leaving
for 2 years. I respond it will go fast. And it will be….and that’s what makes
me anxious a bit. Time goes fast when you have fun. But I know it will feel
long at times.
So, here is an overview of what we have been doing since our
arrival. We arrived in Maputo, and were gladly welcomed my no one. Yes, the Peace
Corps staff was not expecting us that early. So after this misunderstanding and
a little more patience we are greeted by the country director Carl Swartz… (And
I think I am misspelling his name)
After the airport we were drove to this really nice
hotel/resort called Girassol Hoteis. Nice spot, with a pool, gym and delicious
food. The next day we went to the Peace Corps office which is located 5 min
away from the hotel. The neighborhood where we are staying is very posh with
nice houses and guards standing in front of them. It seems like a much secured
area. After meeting all of the Peace Corps staff, we got our round of shots and
medical kit. I was injected Meningitis, Rabies, Hepatis A and some other
shot….I cannot count anymore. But I am fine with it. The more I receive shots,
the more relieved I am lol.We also received our malaria pill which I have to
take one week. I am a bit anxious about the side effects of this pill but I
hope all will work out. Then, after our medical interview, we had our
Portuguese interview. It was my very first conversation in Portuguese and I
have to say that I am so glad I know French and Spanish to back me up. The
interview wasn’t bad at all but I do need to start learning the basics. I am
really excited in the idea that I will learn another language. On my count it
will be my 7th language to study. Don’t be amazed I am not
completely fluent in all of these languages but I am still practicing as much
as I can. Portuguese is funny to hear and pronounce to be honest. The Peace
Corps says that it has the best language training in the world and I do believe
it since all the volunteers has to have a conversational/intermediate level in
order to start the two years of service.
But anyway I am not too worried for me I will study hard in order to
acquire a decent level of Portuguese and rock these two years.
ANYWAYS, this first post is LONG sorry about that. What I
can say quickly is that I am not having the impression that I am in Africa
yet….From NYC to Maputo and its really nice hotel. I have not had any culture
shock yet. I have been living in a cocoon so far and been very jetlagged and
tired. HOWEVER, tomorrow is the real experience. I am moving out of Maputo to
Namaacha, which is an hour and half from the city. I will be staying there for
3 months. Basically I will be there during our whole training living with a
host family. All I know right now is that I will be living with a family of 5
people. There is the mother, another woman of my age, a younger daughter of 17,
an 11 years old boy and a newborn of 7 months. I am looking forward in meeting
with them and spending three months of my life with them and learn their
culture. ohh… I just learned today how to shower with a bucket….the experience
starts now….Will keep you posted on how everything goes….Boa noite! J
Monday, May 7, 2012
Preparing for departure
I've spent the last few days at home preparing for my
departure for Mozambique by making my packing list, reading, and practicing
some basic Portuguese. I leave New York City May 30th to Maputo,
Mozambique. From then on, I'll try to update this blog with pictures and
stories. Enjoy!
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